Palestine.

Life under clouds

But wanting cloud nine.

 

Freedom for all

Nothing’s defined.

 

Told to retreat

Your hands twined.

 

“It’s not yours

But it’s mine.”

 

Drink water

Want wine.

 

Looking for,

A peace sign.

 

Want freedom.

Free Palestine.

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One post about gardening and growing.

I promised myself a while ago that I wouldn’t post about gardening and growing mostly because of my street cred. But of course as I no longer have any street cred, in fact I have bailiffs knocking the door for the repayments on the street cred I borrowed from a loan shark in 2006 and still haven’t paid off despite using all of the street cred within 6 months with an APR of 1,458%.

About ten years ago or so when I first caught the gardening bug the spring and summer months seemed to go on for ever in the same way that the school summer holidays seemed to flow out in front of me like a never ending weekend back when I had nice white teeth and nothing better to do than fuck about on a Commodore Amiga and watch Vids at 2.30am on channel 4 (remember Vids? It was cool as fuck! My favourite was that loud shouty welsh guy… anyway.)

These days the months flash past, I mean its July for god sake. We’ve already had the longest day of the year, its getting darker out there every day folks and it feels like I’ve barely started out there and I’m assuming this year that I won’t get everything done as I’d hoped and planned back when the long cold evenings of January gave me time to just sit and plan the year ahead as far as the growing season went (yes I do that too, and I know owe more street cred to that loan shark, dammit!)

The strawberry bed that I so carefully and lovingly constructed about 5 years ago has now become the wild wild west of strawberry beds. The neatly constructed, well spaced plants have seen season after season and vine after vine produced that now the strawberries themselves compete with themselves for space and only the strong plants survive, the surrounding area including the lawn has not been spared this half decade slow invasion across one corner of my garden and I think it may be time once the current fruiting season is finally over to start digging up the plants, extending the bed and starting again but I can’t fault the crop. I wish I was less lazy (and less busy, yes I’m moaning about writing a book again!) and I’d make three ton of jam or freeze them or do something. Weirdly I’ve tried my damnedest give them away but can’t seem to shift them fast enough, it’s sad but I do throw away a lot of strawberries. Maybe I should punnet them up and get down the car boot sale ay?

The other ever present is the rhubarb which again grows for fun, you can’t really kill them I don’t think. I just cut it all back at the end of the year and bury it in compost and the next year there it appears again bigger and better than ever. Very tasty indeed but again a cropping plant that produces much more than I could ever entertain eating, but its better to have your cup runneth over I suppose.

The tomatoes were very slow starters for me this year, it took them weeks and weeks to germinate and so they are not as well established as they usually are for this time of the year, a couple of tiny tomatoes appearing but nothing much. I’m very disappointed as they are the first cropping fruit that I ever grew. I grow them in a weird way in memory of my dad who died in 2002. He loved gardening, and would be amazed to see me making any effort gardening, but the only edible he grew was tomatoes. He bloody loved them! I’ve 6 plants growing 3 tomato and 3 cherry tomato. Fingers crossed they all come at once but again at the end of the year laziness will see me throwing away buckets of green once rather than making chutney. When I’m retired I will, if I don’t die trying to earn a pension which is what is more likely these days.

The peppers are looking good, they too, like the tomatoes, took their time in appearing and so are not as big as I’d like but the last few weeks of sunshine with some over enthusiastic watering, have grown and bushed and are showing already a good crop is upon me there. They have dozens of fruit buds and I’ve got 6 plants so I’m hoping for many a nice pepper stuffed with cottage cheese on my salads come August and September.

The two cucumber plants I have managed to grow are a miracle. I planted about a dozen seeds and none of them appeared and I actually retrieved all of the seeds from the pots and then replanted them after drying them out and somehow 2 grew. They are vining like triffids and 1 of them has a nice large (if nobbly) cucumber appearing. I can’t remember the variety so I dunno if they will be small and abundant or large and few but either way I’m looking forward to chucking those, sliced naturally, on the plate with the stuffed peppers.

Spuds, my favourite thing to grow just because they are 100% carbohydrate so it’s like making your own chips! And you can do a hundred things with them. They really do fill you up and the ones I’ve put in this year are going really well. I got 10 seeds from Aldi for a quid and put them in pairs into 5 large tubs and they are going great. When digging over my compost in March I found a Rooster spud from last year too that had survived a mild winter in a compost bin almost perfectly intact and it had started to sprout so I made room for that in an old Belfast sink that has been left upside down and largely empty and unused in my garden since I first started daring to go out there and try any of this stuff. That rooster plant now stands at 3 feet tall as I type this and is flowering. I dunno if it’ll produce anything as I’ve never grown my own spuds from a previous year, in fact I wasn’t sure you could. I always understood that seed potatos were produced at great altitude to avoid diseases and give them the best chance, maybe I was wrong. But I’ll be digging that plant up in the next week or two and see what I’ve got. I might cut the plant down in the next couple of days and let any potential spuds harden off in the soil as this keeps the skins on when you boil them. If they taste nice I might keep one back (hidden beneath soil as its father spud) and grow them again next year.

I’ve grown peas this year for the very first time, and considering how easy and common a plant they are for gardeners I’m surprised I’ve never done it before. I’ve already had many pods off and shelled the goodness from within and they have been the most fantastic peas I’ve ever tasted. I still have plenty left to harvest but they are being attacked very badly from slugs and moths and are struggling to cope. I may be cropping the lot in the next week too and take the plants out and composting them. I dunno what I’ve learned from my first year other than moths and slugs like to eat them, I need to find a better position to grow them in to avoid such attacks or find other plants I can grow nearby to draw the attentions of such pests. To be continued in 2015.

The dwarf French beans are doing terrible. I dunno why. The plants look healthy and very green but they aren’t showing any signs of beans yet. I’m not very hopeful but one good handful of beans to stick on a plate alongside some carrots, peas and spuds for one lunch in late September will do for me.

And of course as I just mentioned, I have carrots growing too. I’ve had reasonable success with this crop every time I’ve tried to grow them. This year I have sieved the soil to an unbelievably friable condition before growing them. I was considering adding a lot of sand but had none to hand when I put the seeds in and so just used heavily powdered soil. So far so good they are growing very well and I expect at least one (maybe two) monster carrots. But ultimately if I can get a fair few normal sized ones I’ll be happy. Cooked or grated up on a salad they are great. Organic carrots are an absolute treasure and again are so easily grown with a little care and thought. Hopefully the height I’ve planted them at will foil the low flying carrot fly but I guess we’ll see.

Last years yellow onion bulbs which never appeared and survived my clear up of the garden in November have this year grown. I was hoping they’d bulb up nice and fat having weathered the winter but instead they are all going to seed. So I’ll just collect the seeds. I am a big saver of seeds and I will be saving anything that I can be it edible or just flowering but I have no idea what to do with the little black seeds that you get from onions. I had an onion flower a few years ago and I saved the seeds and planted them and had no joy at all. If anyone can share any advice about that I’d be more than happy to listen.

I’ve managed to nurture a poppy plant to nearly 4 feet tall, it produced five flower heads, two have flowered one after the other. Its like they are taking it in turns to appear. The 2 flowers have now become those seed pot pepper pot heads that again I’ll be saving as seeds but I’ve had no luck with propagating wild flower seeds. It appears to me that nature is the best propagator for some things and poppies are certainly one of them.

Anyway, I’ve gone on longer than I had anticipated but it’s been nice sharing this one gardening post of 2014 with you. I’ve enjoyed it so much though I cannot rule our others.

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Peace.

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No one matters in Camerons Big Society.

The Big Society is a myth, it’s a joke.

I know this when I read that kids are eating from bins in Fenton in Stoke.

I wonder what David Cameron and his cabinet full of millionaires who are wholesale selling off our social housing, our national health service and our safety nets for the poor and unfortunate, think when they hear that children are going through bins like foxes and racoons to find something to eat because they are so hungry. Is this the Big Society Mr Prime Minister? How’s your dinner, you cunt?

This Conservative government, propped up by Liberals, by fucking Liberals, are continuing to let the poor and the disadvantaged scrabble around like they live in some pre-Victorian hell hole while they continue to tell us that we’re all in it together and the sacrifice is worth it in the long run, go and get fucked!

Fenton is half an hour drive from Bilston; it’s about 28 miles away. This shit is happening on my fucking doorstep. Why are kids so hungry that they are eating out of bins, foraging like a rat for other people’s leftovers? Why is this happening anywhere in Britain? It’s disgusting. We’re a country that now has a food bank (or two or three) in every town and city nationwide. Why is that? Why are people left starving and hungry by a system that has so many billions slushing around in it? What do they want the poor to do, grow there own food? Steal it? Photosynthesise? This government makes me sick.

We have 2m unemployed in this country today, or put another way – if they get £7,000 a year each in help they are a net cost of £14bn to the tax payer, sounds like a lot ay? Let’s look at the numbers.

The cost of running Trident is £2.4bn a year. We spent £4.5bn bombing Iraq and occupying it. The royals cost us each 52p a year. £100bn a year goes on policing nationwide.

The government takes £9.5bn a year in tax from tobacco, £15bn a year is collected from alcohol taxation, £154bn from income tax, £105bn is collected in national insurance each year despite the NHS only costing us around £98bn and of course most of that money is moving from public to private sector as its all slowly sold off. Where does the £7bn go that is collected for health spending but isn’t actually spent? Bombing brown people? Nukes? MPs business chummies pockets? Hmmmm. The £7bn extra collected just for the NHS would pay for half of the unemployed as I’ve offered here as a £14bn cost.

£6bn is raised in vehicle excise duty and £3bn in air passenger duty. £1.3bn is raised from landfill tax and nearly £3bn from customs duty. £26bn is raised in business rates, but we all know about humongous business entities avoid paying billions more just by saying they don’t want to or by having friends in high places. £4.6bn is raised every year from public purse investments, where the government just takes our cash and invests it for profit and £26bn is collected in council tax which goes to the regions it’s collected from (mostly in administration, salary rises and pensions). £3bn is raised on stamp duty from shares, I don’t know many share holders in anything, in fact I know not one. I bet the rich as holes hate this tax. The nation as a whole is a thousand times the total value of all of these figures wealthy thanks to savings and bank accounts and money stuffed into mattresses and piggy banks. We are one of the most successful and rich places on the face of this planet of ours.

We (the country coffers) will have more incomes than the ones I’ve mentioned here too, no doubt about that.

I could go on but my point is this: in 2014, with a Liberal assisted government, why are kids eating from bins?

Where does our money really go?

We can’t vote with our feet, we should vote with our vote.

Makes you think,

Peace.

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Make Hay While The Sun Shines (2014 – Book Update 5)

Well two days off work and I’ve spent it as I seem to spend a lot of my spare free time over the last few years, sat in front of the computer. How dull and boring I really am! The missus is forever saying that we should get out more and often she does and leaves me behind to be antisocial and boring but hey ho!

I have spent the 2 days trying my best to organise all of the notes and newspaper clippings and information I have been gathering up on Bilston town football club so I can start to write up the history of the club. I have spent the last 6 months just piling up notes and I am a little taken back by the enormity of the task I have in hand but now that I’m getting close to having bits and pieces in a useable form I can just crack on and get writing.

On the face of it I have pretty much enough information to write up the history of the club from its founding in 1894 to the start of World War 1 and that is a task I hope to have completed by the end of July. Then I’m going to try and race through the 1918-1939 section as this appears to have been a very quiet period in the history of the club, and then the interesting ‘modern era’ of the club will be in my sights.

I was hoping to have gotten all of the pre-WW2 section researched and written up by now but life as I’m sure you all know isn’t always so accommodating of such tasks. I know I could have walked away from the project when I first considered it or waited twenty years and written it in retirement but it is what it is. I am enjoying it but I’m also worried that people may be concerned about my seriousness towards the project and be wondering where the book is. All I can do is assure everyone at the club and associated with it who are looking forward to the book that I am trying my hardest and it’ll be completed eventually. I hope sooner rather than later.

I certainly know that once this project is over I will be taking a long break from social media, blogging and writing because I feel that I will need it!

Peace

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Let The Words Flow.

They say that most people have a novel in them and I don’t agree that’s true. Everyone has an autobiography in them and most of them would be f*cking awful. Of course what I mean is most people live the same old lives these days as we’ve slowly allowed social media and the internet turn us from thinkers into Googlers and doers into watchers.

Some people don’t even need to write an autobiography anyway, we can piece together their lives from tumblr and twitter and Facebook and instagram and reddit and all of the other websites and apps they use to document the minutiae of their daily, humdrum, painfully ordinary existences.

It takes a lot these days to do and say something different. People are afraid of being different. People are considered weird if they’ve never even opened a Facebook account but then why would some people? They probably see their friends and family for real (or at least the ones with the mutual love of each others company to bother to keep in touch) and live life rather than trying to con people they went to school with and haven’t seen for twenty years into thinking they have amazing, fulfilled and packed lives by sharing a picture of the amazing omelette they just cooked.

eggs whisked in a pan and cooked by Gordon Ramsey

“-12 likes- What really, you know how to cook an omelette? You should go on Masterchef!”

I am of course on Facebook but there are precious few popular websites that I haven’t signed up for and try just to see what all the fuss is about, with of course mixed feelings towards them. Some I love, some I loath, most are just ‘meh.’

But I digress. If you want to write a novel you have to sit down and write a novel. It sounds tough but its true and you don’t have to just write it once, you have to edit it and re-write it before you can submit it to a publisher who will want you to make changes or get an extra edit, it’s never going to be your baby, the novel. And you have to let that happen because writers are not always good editors (rarely in fact) and writing and editing are so key to the deal.

So if you wanna be a writer, you have to be able to step back from what you write and let a wordsmith play with your text. An editor might not be able to write the book but they damn well make it a book.

Writing is a collaboration, it starts with your story and your characters and your dream and it ends with something someone else might wanna read too.

So write.

But remember, criticism isn’t bad, editing isn’t bad and re-writing certainly isn’t bad.

Now stop reading this and fuck off and write something. Can’t edit a blank page. Can’t publish it either. Crack the fuck on, writers.

Peace.

PS or you can self publish, but make sure you edit first.

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Kakorrhaphiophobia.

This post was tapped out pretty quickly and uploaded, apologies for any grammatical errors or obvious spelling mistakes or heavy word repetition.

We all suffer from some fear of failure on some level at some point in our lives. Even the most able and most confident of us buckle under the weight of expectations, hopes and dreams, or at least I’d like to think we do. I find that fear of failure is one of the biggest hurdles that I’ve ever faced in life.

There was a time back when I was a much younger, less wise man I thought I could be a writer. Not necessarily a good one or a successful one but a writer anyway, competent and capable online. But as I’ve gotten older the creative spark has all but gone out and so the prose and poetry have slowly been replaced by things like blogging. Blogging though I don’t think is the writing that I’d had in mind as a young hopeful wannabe. Nowadays I try to write fiction but the fear of failure and the fear of ridicule make it almost impossible to keep any inspiration or narrative going long enough to see it through to some kind of satisfying conclusion and so the word files are deleted or torn up are the pages. It’s a fear that I have to learn to shake because at the same time I really do want to write prose because it was such an enjoyable thing to do back when I could almost do it for fun. I have allowed the fear to take over and here I am writing this instead of having a go at the real writing I want to do… I’m rambling now.

So where was I going with this point? I dunno, and with that I’ve failed, this time to make a real point at all and offer you an engaging interesting read. I think I have a fear of talking about fear too.

This is a fear that has started to creep into the research and the writing of the Bilston Town history book. The weight of that project has started to hang heavy on me in recent weeks. I’m so scared of it being rubbish and worrying about letting down so many people who are waiting to read it (yes there are many, many people who want to read it gulps) but of course at the same time I’m enjoying being the person tasked with such an honourable venture. I think at this very moment as I tap these words out I’m just feeling a little bit down. Why, who knows? Quitting smoking and greatly reducing my alcohol intake hasn’t helped and that is true, but on the nights I don’t drink I’m anxious and fearful when trying to write and on the nights I do drink I’m in no state to even attempt anything close to competent writing.

I think I may take a short break to come to terms with the changes in my life that I want (need) to make and then find a new routine with a clearer head and less compulsive attitude towards vices I can live without (and certainly could afford to leave behind from a financial point of view) and then try to replace the addictions to nicotine and alcohol with addictions to researching and writing.

Peace.

If you can help me with any information relating to the history of Bilston Town Football club please drop me an email at ‘bilstontownfcbook (at) outlook (dot) com.’ You can also follow updates as and when I share them on the twitter feed @bilstontownbook. You can follow my latest blog updates here: @bilston_jay and you can follow my everyday random chit chat here: @bilstonjay. Cheers!

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Just a quickie – Darlaston FC fund raising continues.

I’ve received this email from Neil Chambers at Darlaston FC and thought I’d share it here. If you can help them please do.

Jay.


Thank you for your continued support and Interest in DarlastonTown (1874) FC. I wanted to let you know what events we have coming up – we have something for everyone, After a sell out Beer and Skittles Night at Bentley Leisure Pavilion we now have three further fund raisers arranged. All of our fund raisers support our aim as a Community Club and are aimed at all of the family and at supporting clubs and businesses in the Darlaston and surrounding area.

1. Sports Quiz at Sprintz Health and Fitness Club Bilston St, DarlastonWS10 8EY on Friday 18th July at 7.45pm – teams of 4 -£5 per team. It does not matter if you are not “sporty” anyone will be able to have a go at the answers. Tickets from Neil Chambers on 07976752698 orchambers568@btinternet.com.

2. Sunday 3 August  Kick Off 2.00pm – Wolves All Stars v WBA All Stars at Darlaston Community Association Hall St Sports Social Centre, Wednesbury WS10 8NL . Adults £4 Concessions £1.

If you want to be a substitute for your favourite team then you can bid in our “substitutes auction”. see our facebook page and website on how to bid.

3. Finally a Pre Christmas date for your diary. On Friday 5 December we will be having a Take That Tribute Night  and extravaganza of music from the 1960s – present day together with a Disco. The event is at Darlaston All Active Club 75 Willenhall Rd, Darlaston WS10 8JG , Doors open at 7.00pm with “Take That” on stage at 8.45pm.

The night will be a fantastic night to have your Company Christmas “Do” , a family pre Christmas Party or simply to get a group of family and friends together for a great night out. Food will be available on the night and can be pre ordered.

Tickets are Adults £5 and Under16s £2. You can reserve tickets by emailing chambers568@btinternet.com.

Follow our website http://www.darlastontown1874fc/ and our facebook and Twitter pages. 

OH YES – I forgot and our Football Season starts soon !!!!!!!!!!!!

Neil. 

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